Life is crazy

Have u ever heard the song " torn between 2 lovers" well that isn't my theme song cuz I am stuck between two people who don't like me. This is crazy no wonder my name is unique, cuz my problems are one of a kind. I haven't heard anyone else with this kind of problems. It seems funny to most I am sure but this is crazy. My life is a perfect recipe for disaster
lets stuttered with
1 cup bad Karma
2 tbs stupidity
1 tbs curiosity
1 tbs bad decisions
a bunch of confusion
add all of this together till they all blend together
if u add a little alcohol into the mix then u have what I call "MY LIFE" commonly known as a load of crap.
I swear people ask me y I don't watch TV, but my life is such a soap all the time. I mean when will this end. I think I should just become anti social the next few years, become a hermit and take solace in knowing nothing will be able to get to me ever again. What do u think? hmmm I think so too.

hummmm

this is my first blog but i have no clue what to say. well how about this i have had the laziest day in life. i skipped all my classes( cuz i was exhausted) and what can i say i had a good time. went out to eat at rice village and got ice cream. but i realized something, i dont have the money to afford this anymore. i cant be impulsive and crazy anymore. i have done some crazy shit in life but nothing good ever came out of it, either i got my heart broken in the process or ..... or nothing else its always me. next time world be warned this heart is staying indoors and not getting anything out of me. ia m gonna be the ice princess. people see me comming down the road jack and dont u come back no more no more no more.......sorry listen to ray charles. just saw RAY i liked it but Foxx acted well i guess its hard to be another person when u have'nt define urself. its weird i guess, cuz when people ask me who i think i should be i say i dont know. i mean y should i be like someone can i not be myself, i have my flaws but everyone does. can i never sya that i am me and nosomebody else. hummmm