I DONT CARE

ok i am not going to pine over you any more. u are on ur own. i dont care anymore. if u dont have the intelligence to see how much i love u and miss u, then i am not going to be the one to knock it into ur head. i am tired, i cant keep wait and some where in the back of my mind i think u wanted this to happen. u know what i dont care anymore i really dont i learnt my lesson next time no emotions nothing. i dont care anymore i dont. i know its gonna hurt but i dont care. this friendship thing works only 2 ways and if u dont want to do it then screw u i really dont have time for u anymore. i am not going to wait i never should have thought so highly of u. u were very selfish and hurtful.i went out of my way to be strong but now i want u out of my life and never come back. its easier that way. i will never have to bother about u and try and expect another answer to all my questions other than "ok" . u hurt me once i am not going to put myself in such a position where u can hurt me again. i am not going to do this to myself again.

but who am i kidding u and i both know that i cant not care. unfortunetly i care too much, but my only wish is that u read this sometime.